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Let me off hereLet me off here
Fight with me baby. I need it badly, the anger puts words right into my head But ever since those first few drinks
the words have slipped my mind
it's gone, It's gone now there's no turning back Forever's longer than i thought and Im giving up now.
Im sick, so sick of those fairy tale stories they grow old after 6 years of reading them I never thought I'd be the star in one of those stories So im tearing the book in half
Its' over its over
forget forever, Isn't it over rated? Im tired your tired lets ju Let me off here
by ~FUCKhookah

Ill SurviveGet ready to drown
And never feeling good enough for you is getting quite tiring you arent as serious as you used to be the way you love me is nowhere close to how i feel This is it, its over. Is it really over? Im not as satisfied as you are to give up. But ever since theres been a wedge between us and the chains just werent wrapped tight enough. But i have no more strength to hold on
to keep us afloat. here we go, get ready to drown There's nothing left of me after you were done with me Starting all over again.
Breathe in Breathe out,
Is it r Ill Survive
by ~FUCKhookah

Just Another Day
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I wanna be a believerI Wanna Be A Believer
grab my hand can you tell im a little in love with you not quite sure how you feel a silent battle between heart and mind im ready to fall make sure you catch me.
i wanna be a believer but it just hurts a little too much Im too old for this but ill try it anyway
just a little tiny thought of mine love me back we cant make it to forever but we can sure as hell try
i wanna be a believer but it just hurts a little too much Im too old for this but ill try it anyway
grab my hand hold m I wanna be a believer
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A Little Better But A Little Worse.

Wed Oct 29, 2008, 4:17 PM

Listening to: Wasting my time by default.
Reading: the screen
Watching: myself type
Playing: nothing
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing

I've never understood these. You know those days where you don't really know what you are...kinda happy, yet kinda sad..I'm not really sad, i guess today I'm just...not a 100% happy. The people reading this, if theres anyone out there...are maybe thinking will she just stick to one emotion already. Her "well its kinda this, but at the same time its not" is getting on my nerves.
One thing you'll learn about me quickly is I never really know how or what I feel. I guess this is just me not caring. Sadly, I think me and my boyfriend breaking up has affected me more than I had wanted...or ever let on.
I can feel myself changing..I think alot more about things that never really mattered to me, the clothes I wear and the things I love most have all changed...I'm not sure what's going on or if I'll even like the person I'll become..A few things I know is that I keep fighting this change because I'm afraid of what my friends will think. I know their good friends and good people, but its just a subconscious fear. And also I'm too drained to learn about myself all over again, but then again it's maybe just something I need to do.

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~Underworld666Chaos Dec 7, 2008, 3:49:07 PM

hey you sexy thing you !!!
how you doing ??
i have bad news sadly my PC got a major virus and i cant do shit on it ..quite literally.
like it wont let me even click start

and i cant see my desktop pic anymore

.. o well
anywyas hopefully it will be fixed in a week if not then i think ill have to go get a new brain for it

or wait for my laptop witch will be a year *dies*
anywyas i still like your songs you shoudl put more up <3
i love you lots xoxox you sexy muffin XD ...or is it cherry ??
lol anyways later

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Underworld666Chaos

~FUCKhookah Dec 8, 2008, 2:45:09 PM

well well darling...Christmas is coming and you have a less than rich friend, maybe she can tie something together for you.

. I'm a little more than stoked for my birthday...things should go along as planned...apparently me and panda still think the same. and apparently he's begging his daddy for $10 for me for a b-day gift:s he's so adorable. I finally checked my DA. and Im going to attempt to write more..just need to find that anger in me.